I stand in shock at the sight of the empty bathroom, the open window signalling to me she has bolted, clearly, she had second thoughts. She could have at least had the decency to fucking reject me before upping and leaving…. my pain is turning to anger now…… yet I feel tears behind my eyes. How can I want to cry over a girl I don’t even know?!

I have built myself up to this point, waiting for a girl that I have been meant to love, want, like nobody else on the planet, worship, idolise and care for like she is the most precious gem in the universe. I...