Sleep can sometimes work as an escape, an escape from reality. Therefore, these days I'm sleeping a lot. Most of the hours of the day, I sleep because it's the only way to disconnect myself from my merciless reality.

I'm not even cooking for the Hobsons anymore because I'm feeling weak, not only mentally, but physically as well. Now that Ashar has thrown me out of his life, I'm trying the same. I'm trying to hate him. I'm trying to forget him that's why I'm using sleep as my stress-reliever. The hours I spend awake only distress me. My mind replays Ashar's words over and over again.

On the other...