Last night Ashar's anger was suffice to weaken my strength and my hope that there would be a day when I would be able to make them believe that I'm not a bad person. His threats and hatred scare me to death and make me realize that I won't be able to stand against those powerful people. I'm too impuissant in front of them.

Ashar sounded like he is planning to crush me or worse. He's not going to listen or understand me. I've no one on my side to defend me or be my witness. Samara is the only witness, but she chose to back stab me.

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