When you told me the whole truth, when I analyzed all your “bad” deeds without the prism of hatred on my part, I realized what a cretin I was all this time. I realized that I simply do not deserve you, Polly.

For a second, my heart sank, afraid that he was about to leave. Like a true gentleman, he apologized and once again he will go to start a new life without me in it ...

But you know what else I realized? I'm not just a nerd. I'm a selfish cretin! I'm sure this is not news to you. Therefore, despite the fact that I am not worthy...