I'm on a date right now with Lucas, I have been single for about two months now, it seems like it was an easy dating thing to do for me but it's not, I want a real relationship that isn't filled with sex or drink. I wanted to try this out before I get married and maybe even have kids because I am still young and want to live a full life.

Today we are eating lunch at a local cafe in San Francisco and I don't have my phone with me so I can't text him because he might be busy, today is our first official date and I...