Chapter 5
I just nodded and smiled. I wish I could say something he was about to open his mouth but he stopped when the Señyora spoke again.
"Now you're going to start as Kenzo's assistant. I hope it's all right with you, Selena?" I don't have a choice, do I? I just nodded even though I felt like I was going to ruin it.
"Don't worry and your job will be easy, Hija, just follow my son and you know that he is not that familiar with the Hacienda."
Señyora, it looks like he won't disappear because Señorito is already big, I answered in my mind.
"And by the way, Marco, there is something like a bee house there, can you come with me to look at it?" Señyora asked, Marco and I disappeared in front of Señorito and me.
I didn't know what to do or say when we were left with the two Señoritos. So I decided to just stand where I was standing and stare at the floor.
Urgh! Too awkward! I'm not the only one working on the ranch. Why didn't they just choose someone else? But if you think about it, only me and Marco are young and most of them are old, like Mom and Dad and there are also more male workers here.
"Are you still thinking about yesterday?" after a few minutes, I heard the Señorito speak. I raised my head and looked at him. Our eyes met again. Nope I can't avoid it because his eyes are like magnets!
He slowly walked towards me and I couldn't escape his sweet smell! Do you know the feeling that it's nice to hug someone because of their fragrance? That's what I feel now.
I clenched my palm and then avoided looking at him but what surprised me was what he did next, he grabbed my chin to lift my face and our eyes met again.
"Señorito," I called him softly. What does he want to happen? Why is he doing this? I'm also very nervous because I'm not used to this. Even Marco doesn't do it to me. When we were so close to each other, I could smell his minty breath.
"Baby remember this, you're too young for me, and what I saw the other day was nothing." And then he let go of my chin and took a little step so that we could have some distance."Señorito," I called him softly. What does he want to happen? Why is he doing this? I'm also very nervous because I'm not used to this. Even Marco doesn't do it to me. When we were so close to each other, I could smell his minty breath.
"Baby remember this, you're too young for me, and what I saw the other day was nothing." And then he let go of my chin and took a little step so that we could have some distance.
My tears immediately rolled down when he said, I swallowed one after the other, trying to hold back my tears, because my eyes are so tired because I cry really easily, so no matter how much I hold back, the tears still fall. I while he looked at me.
He will not understand because he is a man and I am a woman! I don't have any experience so he shouldn't say it's no big deal! He should be more sensitive because like he said he is still very young!
He's handsome but has a bad attitude!
"Oh why are you frowning?" Clara asked me. I turned around from where I was sitting as I watched him walk towards me. Sigh.
"It's like heaven and earth have thrown you down, ah? What's going on?" He asked until he finally got close to me. I stopped at the stables of the Horses because –
"Uhm, do you have anything else to order Señorito?" I politely asked him even though I was feeling bad because of what he said. He was still busy on his cell phone and I was still hoping that he would look up when he answered my question so I was really looking forward to him, just in case he just shook his head.
I stared for a few minutes, hoping that he would at least look up, but he didn't, until he seemed to feel that I wasn't even moving.
where I stand
"You can go for now; I'll call if you I need something you have to do for me." After he said that, he turned the swivel chair he was sitting on to face the glass wall where he could see their vast land.
I bit my lower lip and then bowed to leave the library where the Señorito was in his office. I don't know, but I was lost in the mode that I didn't even notice that I walked towards my stable with Julia and the others horse
"Just not hungry." I answered him. He nodded and then changed the topic.
"The gang is inviting us to go to my fiesta in town tonight! They told me to take you with me when we're done here at the hacienda."
"I can follow, I'm just going to say goodbye to Dad –" But before I could finish what I was going to say, he immediately cut me off.
"It's a scratchy excuse! I've lost count of how many times you've said that but the ending is that you don't show up! There's no Lena who follows the gang's ways!"
"But they might worry, Mom, if I don't let them know." We also don't have cellphones that we can use to message each other.
"I already said, I met Aling Saling earlier and he agreed!" My eyes widened.
"Seriously?" Unbelievable, I asked him more.