~AMBER~
It took me my all not to break down when my colleagues were asking me those questions. It brought back the memories I tried so hard to forget. I don't know why Logan treated us to lunch in the first place, though he said he had promised them. But I don't know him to be that kind of a boss. If he hadn't, I wouldn't have faced those questions that were so difficult to answer.
I regret telling them to go ahead with the question, when I knew that I wasn't ready to talk about Blue Moon Pack or anything concerning Logan. I was only trying to be bold and strong in front of Logan, and to show him that the past no longer affects me.
I was really thankful when he cut Peter off and dismissed us. It looks like he was irritated with those questions that reminded him of our past.
Immediately we returned to the office, I went straight to the restroom. I told myself that I would be strong, but it's just so fucking hard. This is just my first day at work, and I'm feeling this way. What will other days be like? Did I make a mistake of not rejecting this job the moment I found out that Logan is the new CEO?
Logan is my past. I won't let him affect my present. I washed my face. Took a deep breath, and returned to my table. Thankfully I have a lot of work to keep myself busy.
Logan didn't return to the office after lunch. I guess he went somewhere.
I worked non stop until it was seven pm. I'm glad I cleared half of the work. I'm sure I will finish up by tomorrow. I stood up to stretch my body, it is aching already. I was stretching my body when Logan walked in, or he had been there until I turned to see him. It looked as if he was staring at my ass.
I was actually trying to stretch my ass by pushing it back a little. I quickly stood straight, I can't believe he has been staring. I think I was right when I said that Logan has turned into a pervert over the months. That's what he decided to be good at. Asshole.
His eyes raked my body, before he batted his lashes and continued his way towards his office. I caught him staring at me, but immediately I looked at him, he took his eyes away. I wonder what's going on in his head. Is he lusting over my new body?
He must be dreaming. He should know that I'm no longer the naive Amber he used to know.
I returned to work as I drafted his schedule. I need to show him his schedule for tomorrow, so that he would know how to plan himself.
After I was done, I took my tablet and walked to his office. He looked up from his laptop, and stared at me. His eyes did another marathon through my body. I think I made things worse by wearing this blouse. I will never wear this blouse again, as far as a pervert like Logan exists.
“Here's your schedule for tomorrow, sir," I said and passed the tablet to him. His fingers brushed mine as he took the tablet. I shudder a bit and quickly withdraw my hand. I noticed that he slightly shuddered. I looked elsewhere, but not his face as he goes through his schedule.
“You will go with me to meet Mr. Scott," he said as he handed the tablet over to me.
I raised my brows. “Why?"
“You are my secretary," he simply replied. His eyes are staring at his laptop, as he's busy typing what I don't know.
“I'm your secretary and not your…."
“No words, Amber." He cuts me off. He stopped typing and stared at me. “You go with me to anywhere I want to go, that's part of your job. If you don't like it, you quit."
Asshole.
He knows that I hate looking like a coward, and I can't run away from this company because he's the CEO.
“Fine." I grunted and angrily walked away. I needed to work some more to have less work tomorrow since I will go out with Logan tomorrow. I was still working when Logan left. I wonder if I'm the only one here. Have others left?
I worked until eight thirty pm. I was about to round up when I received a message from Liam. He asked if I'm still at the office. I replied yes. He sent another message saying that he's waiting for me at the underground car park. I was wondering how to take a taxi home, I'm glad he's here. I smiled and gathered my things, and took the elevator to the down floor.
“Working angel. This is your first day at work and it looks like you are already overworking yourself. I hope you won't turn into a stick after a few weeks," Liam said as I joined him in the car.
I smiled faintly. Liam likes pulling jokes. “I'm glad you came."
“I was just around the neighborhood," he replied and helped me fasten my seatbelt. I'm so tired.
~LOGAN~
Returning to my office after meeting Maximus, the chief marketing officer and also the son of Alpha Donald, I met a very tempting scenario. I don't know what she was thinking about, bending her ass in such a sexy way, but she got me staring at her without looking away. Even when she turned to face me, my eyes wouldn't leave her sexy body. I ran my eyes through her tempting body and I felt something twitched in my pants.
Fuck!
I just don't know why I'm so affected by her new body. I quickly looked away, put on a stoic face and returned to my office. And damn the transparent glass wall, I couldn't stop glancing at her. She must have noticed it, and I hate that I couldn't stop myself. I wonder what's on her mind? She must be thinking that she still affects me. Hell no! She doesn't.
I finished up my work, and noticed that she was still working. Isn't she going to go home? I wanted to tell her to stop working and go home, but I stopped myself. I don't want her to get any ideas.
I gathered my things, and left the office. Everyone has already gone home. She's the only one left on this floor. I think she's trying to cover up the loads of work I gave her.
No, I'm not guilty. That's part of her job.
I had driven halfway to my pack which is not far from Newburg city when I remembered that I forgot my phone.
Fuck! How could I take everything and forget my phone? My mind was probably clouded. I returned to the office. I parked my car and stepped down. I was about heading towards the elevator when I saw a black car pass by. I saw Amber and that guy that brought her to work in the morning inside the car. Now, I'm certain he's her boyfriend. He brought her to work, and picked her up after work. So annoyingly romantic.
Fuck! I don't care. It doesn't bother me at all. But why the fuck do I feel angry. I regret forgetting my phone and have to come back here.
I don't know why she still fucking affect me, despite her cheating when were together. I hate myself that I can't move on just like her.
I angrily walked towards my office, not even knowing why I'm angry. I hate being the only one feeling this way. I can't let her mess with my head.