I wasn't enjoying the swim, not at all, but I had to pretend and laugh out loud to upset him wherever he is, he must be dying of jealousy right now and I don't care anymore.

He really wants to move on at my own expense right? Does he think it's easy for me? Even if he doesn't love me as he claims, he should at least respect me.

Look at me talking about respect while I had sold my dignity, self-respect and pride at a cheap rate to him and still want him even more each and every day.

Which other respect is there? I will just use Caleb...