He give me soup bowl while I took it from him and started drinking it with spoon but due to weakness I am feeling spoon is about to fall before that Lucifer hold it and take it from me while he dipped it in soup bringing near my mouth , I looked at him shocked

he noticed my reaction and signals me to drink it while I drank it and he feeds me whole soup after soup is finished he he keep it away and took tissue while cleaning my lips making me blush like tomato now

"I am sorry" I spoke to him

he frowned "why" he asked

I put my head down due to embarrassing

"I mean to troubling you "I said while looking away ashamed by myself how can I work against him, how can I find dirt in him while no one is as selfish and blemish then me

How can I work to defame him, How can I conspire which can ruin his reputation

I looked away crying

"Hey, I am so sorry why are you crying did I do something wrong " he asked me concerned

I shook my head " I am responsible for my own misery and pain" I said to him with teary eyes

he frowned " I don't know what you are talking about but I know one thing never blame yourself , you have to Love yourself first and everything else falls into line. ..." he told to me smiling with admiration while holding my palm into his giving a gentle squeeze

I looked down at our interlocked hands

"I want to go home" I said to him.

he nodded

"Let me drive you" he stated clearly to me

"No-no you don't need to I will catch a bus " I said to him decling his offer he raised his eyebrows

"I won't take no for answer " he said to me, considering I can't afford to walk towards bus station from his place , I nodded at him

he helped me to stand up from bed when I noticed my purse beside nightstand on his bed , I tried to took it but accidentally it slipped from my hand and my things falls down over floor

"I am so sorry, I spoke but before I can bend down to gather them he stops me

"It's okay I will do it you sit" He ordered me while making me sit on bed and gathering my things from floor

I looked at him , he is a true gentleman , he can never mistreat or abuse any women as per accused by his ex wife

when he took my Id card he frowned looking at it

"You are Damaris right then why Daniella Is written on your ID" He asked me

"Umm..... a...actually D...Damaris and Iris also because of my eye color it is iris so my friends called me by nicknames Damaris and Iris is my

nick name, my high school best friends called me that names also and I liked it also so I tell my name Damaris to you and Daniella is my original legal name"I managed to say quickly , i intentionally said about my iris nickname because my eyes color is iris so it can be seen more real if i told him this

"Oh okay"He spoke in understanding

I closed my eyes in relief

I don't think I can do this anymore I never lied to anyone and this is making me feel so Down on myself I am betraying someone

when we reached towards my apartment , I spoke "Thank you so much, and I am really sorry I come for interior design and I troubled you"I said looking away embarrassed

he frowned and place his hand over my hand "How many times you will say sorry to me, don't do this, I like helping, and about interior designing don't worry we can work on next week when you will be alright" He said passing be assured smile

by looking at his beautiful Innocent face, a guilt feeling comes in my heart how can, I betray him how can I spy his personal informations which can be used by his ex wife and other his enemies against him

I smiled forcefully and ready to come out but he already beat me in it and opened door for me

I come out and smiled this time genuine at him

I started walking towards my apartment but before I can go his voice stops me

"Damaris, did you live with someone your parents"He asked me

I looked away, parents name always sounds so foreign to me, my biological

mother leaves me in orphanage considering me as mistake ,I don't know anything about her or my biological father

I looked away , "I don't live with them, i live alone " I manage to whisper with emotions

he noticed my uneasiness, I didn't told him about orphanage ,I don't want his pity or sympathy plus I don't know him personally I know he is the billionaire and richest man in world bit still he is stranger for me

he noticed me as lost in thoughts he placed hands on my shoulder making me looked at him

"Can I have your phone"he asked

I give him my phone as he do something in it then give it back to me

"I saved my number here in your phone, call me if you need anything or any help"he said making me angered and I shook my head decling

"no no I don't need anyones help I can manage, since childhood I am managing alone with no one by my side so stop it I don't want yours or anyone help" I snapped at him

he watched me with surprise

I closed my eyes thinking what I did he is just trying to be nice with me and here I am behaving like selfish bitch with him , my mood swings in periods are horrible

I guilty looked at him "Listen I am so sorry, I don't mean to...... "before I can complete he stops me , shook his head his eyes shows he is deeply in thoughts

"It's okay , when I was in school I study in science that girls have mood swings in periods "He said smiling amazed to me making me blush hard

I nodded shyly to him

Mood swings

"And don't worry about interior designing project we will see it in next week take rest now, see you next week" He said brightly to me and I nodded smiling little to him

how can media and his ex wife accuse him for such a nasty thing he is very wonderful person or I was judging him too early.