|| Theo ||
The graveyards used to be quite hard for me to visit before.
I used to feel like I had no right to show my face to my mom after knowing she died because of me. But after countless therapies, the guilt subsided a little and I started to pay visits to my mom. Still, sometimes I felt like I shouldn't, maybe she wouldn't want to see me. But for my own peace, I still went anyway.
However, right now, I am glad that I got over my anxiety about graveyards. Otherwise, I wouldn't have been able to accompany Ara to visit her mom.
Coincidentally, it was the...