I didn't know how many days have passed but I seemed to form a new phobia . I have never been afraid of darkness but now I jerk with every small sound l hear in the room. Apart from the first day when the men came , no other person came to talk to me . I would be given to eat any kind of food when they liked it which would be stuffed in my mouth in one shove .

I had to carefully chew on it without wasting any . I only had one meal a day . I had the thought that the room will become cold...