SOMEDAY, I'LL BE GONE

Chapter 14 (1.3)

~ To be loved ~

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JUST as much as I wanted to I already felt how Lervin would take care of it.

How he would serve someone like me.

Happy even with pain in my heart. Because I know, I know it will end too. I know it will all end too. And that’s what scares me.

But I could do nothing. I still can’t hold my wife. I still don’t claim his whole being, his whole being.

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"When you're done enrolling, call me. To pick you up, okay baby?" he asked me softly and I just smiled in response.

He...