Meng did not ask.

Actually, what I want to say is resignation.

Since I entered the Changhai Sea, Meng has been teaching me, constantly teaching me, hoping that I can grow up quickly and become a person like him, so that I can do more. But I may not be the kind of person he wants, I am not smart, indecisive, and ruthless enough, so I may not be able to do what he wants.

I found that my heart could not agree with the one he promised. I rejected myself from my heart to become like that, and I also rejected the present fraudulent environment. I'm not really happy...