I thought I could at least hold Liu Ruyue today, and then try to explain it to her. I never thought it would happen.

After I left the hotel, I just wanted to cry without tears. What's this called?

Is this a breakup? What does

depend on? I paid so much, why did I break up like this? I'm not sorry for her. Why did I break up with me like that?

I don't just feel unwilling. I'm just being teased with the same anger. Why didn't she investigate it carefully? Why so arbitrary a conclusion, no matter what explanation I make? What about our love? Where did she put...