Samantha P. O. V

I pressed my face into my hand and tried to breathe.

This was crazy, all of this was crazy.

Why was I even still here? If I choose to walk away right, run. There is as no way anyone could stop me. I could get far. Far enough that the Federation couldn't reach me.

So why was I still sitting here? Considering it?

Could it be... That I had actually started having feelings for him.

"No", said quickly "Maybe I've been thinking about it too long that's it got into my head and I actually started believing it".

But that couldn't be what was happening to...