Sherry

When I was driving to Derek's house and on my way there, I was thinking back to when I was driving. When I first heard it, I couldn't help but have some doubts. After I had already emailed Esteban the song, I did nothing but wait for a response. I was wringing my hands and crying my eyes out. I didn't want Derek to see me like this. When other people see me when I'm vulnerable, it drives me crazy and I can't stand it.

Esteban was the only person who was permitted to witness the tears that I shed. Since I was a young child, whenever I was...