I don't know if I really fell asleep, after that I suddenly left and left him with his friends. Please that's right, it's too late for the two of us. Yes, I still have feelings for him, that is my conscience and my concern for Zarius.

But now that I'm getting married to Dash, it's not right that I'm still going to him. I love Dash and I don"t want to hurt him anymore. No matter what truth I hear from Zar it will never change my decision that I still love Dash. Dash just left, but that doesn't mean I have to love Zarius again.

I woke up at...