After that I had better just go down and go to the back of the house to clean and feed Dash's chickens.

"Since your father is gone, I will feed you first!" I happily said to the chickens. Your grandfather has too many chickens!

I laughed as they crowed one after another as if agreeing with what I had said.

When I was in the middle of feeding them I stopped, just remembering something. I felt my heart, who I really love.

"It's hard to choose between two choices that you know will hurt?" I squatted while watching the chickens eat. I know they won't answer me but this is...