Ever felt like the whole world collapsing around you. life was an endless, incomprehensible desert with a faraway oasis in between but whenever the throat wanted to quench its thirst....the oasis became a mirage...a shadow. The one that you can always attach your hope too yet when you try to have it, it moves far away, a betrayal.

Hades....that one name was my truth, my reality, my beating heart.... everything. He was my everything. Now that I have finally got my mate, after so much accepted him and trusted him everything again got twisted in a deep web.

Separation from him. I would accept my death before I accept that...