Jahnvi's POV....

When you are up but you don't want to get out of the bed? Yeah that's me right now, well it's a saturday morning and it's been thirty minutes I was mindlessly scrolling social media instead of getting out of the bed.

I just want to be here, I can't just be productive..

A soft knock on the door made me elert, "Mamma," It was Yuvaansh's voice and I sighed getting out of the bed finally as I went to open the door while tying my hair in a bun.

"Gool molning mamma." I smiled and looked down at the little munchkin who stood at the door, rubbing his eyes and holding a crocodile soft toy today under his hold.

"Good morning, Aansh." I picked him in his arms and walked to the bed after closing the door.

He passed me his sweetest smile before laying down on my bed, "You wanna sleep more." he made an affirmative sound before patting the mattress beside him.

Chuckling I slipped in the covers with him as my fingers caressed his baby hairs.

I got reminded by early days of my marriage and how Aansh used to get scared of me..

He is a moody kid and he is most comfortable with his dad, grandparents and his babysitter, I was just a new addition in his life and he took two months to get used to me.

I remember Mrs. Khurana telling him to call me mamma and when he did, he sounded so cute and my heart fluttered.

Getting married and being a mother to a two year old was not in my list but it just happened. I have accepted it, it's my life now.

With all the thoughts hampering my mind all over again, I slipped back into a dark embrace.

I felt a soft touch on my scalp as if someone was massaging it, the soft and warm touch trail down from my forehead down to my cheeks, the trace of my jaw and then neck, I sighed at it, hugging the duvet and leaning more at the feel of it.

"Jahnvi, jahnvi wakeup."

The voice reached my ears and my eyes shot open, I sat up with a jerk, eyes widening at my husband who stood just beside my bed.

It was a dream right?

Of course it is, Yuvraaj isn't the type to touch me when I was asleep. Not fucking possible.

I looked at him, clad in his green coloured t-shirt and black sweatpants, the glass resting on his nose, "Good morning, where is Yuvaansh?" I asked, knowing I slept with Aansh this morning.

"Good Afternoon, Jahnvi and I am sorry to barge in your room like this,but it's late and mom dad will be here in an hour so I had to wake you up." His tone soft and welcoming, I like how respectable he is with me even though I know how ruthless he is in the business field.

"It's fine," I smiled and get out of the bed, "I'll be ready in an hour." he nodded and left.

Sighing out, I walked in the washroom, with a thought in my mind that I had to share a room with him from tonight.

I have had already shifted few of my stuffs there, fine, let's pretend then.

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I looked at my reflection in the mirror, after wrapping the yellow saree properly with the same coloured sleevless blouse, the small black bindi rested between my eyebrows once I was done doing the little makeup. I chose to leave my long hairs open and sprayed my favourite daisy sunshiny perfume, the fruity floral notes helps me to calm myself down before I get out of the room and made my way down the stairs, the fact that I didn't have anything from the morning except a cup of coffe and now my stomach was growling due to hunger.

Mr. Khurana was sitting on the couch with Yuvaansh, feeding him fruit salad, I cleared my throat and the dad and son due looked up, "Bfoul." Aansh let out and I chuckled passing him a flying kiss, I didn't expect a compliment from him and neither he said anything.

I made my way to the kitchen to get something for myself to eat as his parents are not here yet.

"This is for you ma'am." The butler passed me the plate which has my favourite avocado toast and a pistachio smoothie.

I thanked her and sat down on the chair, savouring the taste.

The sounds started coming from the living room and I realised they were here already, I stuff the last bite in my mouth and chug the smoothie before walking out with a smile, "There she is." Mr. Khurana walked up to me, his arm slide around my waist from the back, sending shivers all the way down to between my legs.

Stop.

"We were waiting for you, Jahnvi." his lips touched the side of my head, ok he is pretending,we are just pretending and nothing else.

I looked up at my husband who has his eyes already on me, "Aww you both look so in love." My mother-in-law said, Well you need to test your eyesight then.

"Of course mom, I love my wife so much." The touch of his palm against my bare waist was so ugh, I can't even explain that and those words, he shouldn't, why did he say that?

"I am just pretending." he whispered in my ear before passing another charming smile at me.

Getting out of his hold, I walked up to his parents, touched their feet and then we all settled together.

And just like that, the way went by with giggles and laughters.

After dinner.

After tucking Aansh properly on his bed, I looked down from the balcony, Mr. Khurana and his parents were sitting on the lawn, enjoying some conversations in a calm windy night.

It made me miss my parents, It's been so long I met with them,even though mum and dad calls and texts me everyday, it's just me ignoring it because I was still upset, they forced me in it and this just made our relationship worst.

Sighing out, I went down to the lawn, "Jahnvi come here, have a seat." I smiled at my mother-in-law and took a seat beside my husband, because that was the only place vacant.

"Sogaya Aansh?" I nodded at him and settled properly only for him to wrap his arm around my shoulder and pulling me closer to him, "You comfortable, baby?" that deep voice did shits to me.

And it took me few seconds to compose and respond, "Yes."

"By the way Yuvraaj and Jahnvi, it's been six months to your marriage why you both hasn't gone to honeymoon yet?" My eyes widened at the question, "Yeah it's the time, Yuvraaj why don't you and Jahnvi go out, Thailand, Bali or maybe Paris?" Father-in-law joined as well.

"Well Dad, Jahnvi is busy these days and so as me, we'll plan something later, right darling?"

Okay an endearment.

"Yes, ofcourse."

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The rich scent of sandalwood, spice and smoke hit me when I walked in his room, the grey interior was beautiful as well as haunting, "Where's the couch?" I looked around, but there was no couch, it was there last time when I walked in here.

"It's not here anymore." I saw him wiping his face with the towel before he slipped inside the cover, "Where will I sleep then?" That was such a lame question..

"Well Jahnvi, there were bugs in the couch so I had to take that out and we can atleast share the bed for few nights right?" I didn't say anything and laid down beside him after making a safe distance, thank God the bed was huge.

But it feels different, so fucking different, it's the first time, I was in the same bed as him and I know the number of thoughts I am having about him is worst.

Shut it horny.

Yuv-- I mean Mr. Khurana looks hot, tall and very well maintained, and after that kiss something is very wrong with me, my mind keeps going back to that night.

No no Jahnvi, don't go there, it ended for good, I shouldn't compare some faceless jock with Mr. Khurana.

The hold on the duvet tightened as I shut my eyes, I wish I could get that little purple friend of mine here, No stop.

I am horny, so fucking horny and I know if he actually make a move, I'll give in, it's ok, it's normal, he can make a move, we are husband and wife and sex is normal, it's essential.

Stop, just stop.

Controlling my breathing, I started counting backward from the hundred until sleep washes over me.

Next morning.

I wriggled when I felt something heavy on my waist, a rock kinda thing rubbed against my back, my struggles increases wanting to get out, "Stop Moving, unless you want to take care of my morning boner." My eyes shot open and I realised it's his arm around my waist and we were literally cuddling.

"In my defence, it's your hand clutching me, I tried moving back." he further said, his morning husky whisper against my ear made me clench my thighs tight.

Shit, it was my hand on his, and my hold was tight.

Loosening it, I breathed out, "I am sorry, you can now move back." Please move back, I don't want to get needy and slutty early in the morning and embarrased myself.

He didn't, I felt him more close,so close, he feels so giant behind me, and that fucking hard-on rubbing against my asscrack through the material of our outfit. "What if I don't want to?"

My eyes widened, he didn't, did he?

"Huh?" The blood rushing to my cheeks, I was glad my back was facing him. There was no way he should see that here my cheeks were all red. No, no new bride shit.

"Mr. Khurana -----"

"It's Yuvraaj." Fuck that tone, that grunt, the need to slip my hands inside and touch myself hit me so hard..

"Mr. Khurana, we are just pretending." I turned this time and he let me, and fucking I shouldn't have, the look in his drowsy forest green eyes caused my breathe to hitch..

"You are pretending, Jahnvi, I'm not." his respond making my eyes widened..

The hand which was on my waist, trailed up as he tucked the strands of my hair behind my ear, before saying, "Look Jahnvi, it's been six months of our marriage, I have given you enough time and I know you are ready for it now, but why are you stopping yourself?" I was tongue tied, I didn't know what to answer as I looked away..

"Am I not good enough for you? Am I not----"

"No stop it's not like that." I interrupted him in the middle, "Mr. Khurana I just---" my sentence halted by the knock on the door, "Continue." he demanded, but the knock went continuous.

"There is someone." I trailed off, escaping his hold and picked my dupatta which was on the bed, "It's okay Jahnvi, we are having this conversation later." I heard him saying behind my back while I went to open the door..

I was glad that all day we were busy with his parents that he didn't get a chance to start that conversation again, I didn't know what to answer, yes I was ready for it, but something was stopping me, I don't know why.

It was eleven in the night and he was still in his study doling some works, I get on the bed and all the scenes of this morning rushed back to me, our closeness, I felt his hard on and what not.

The urge become uncontrollable and I finally grab my little purple friend which I got from my room.

Breathing out, I pulled my pants down and turned it on, holding onto the little vibrator, the sensation started all the way, from my pussy to my tits and my other hand cupped my right tit through the kurti, pulling and twisting on to the nipple.

Eyes closed and there was only one face which flashed infront of my eyes, The Yuvraaj Khurana, I moaned out as I imagined us, him on top me, pushing those thick fingers in my pussy, while his lips and teeth marked my tits.

Or him rubbing his dick on my pussy, making me all needy for him, is he huge? He must be, I had felt it this morning and I was scared and curious as well.

I increased the vibrational speed as my head thrown back and toes curled, the tears started rolling down from the corner of my cheeks, how would he feel inside of me? wrecking my pussy while he whispered all the dirty words.

"Fuck yes..." I whimpered out, the vibrating and the sloppy wet sound surrounding me as his warm scent engulfed me.

"Does that even pleasure you?" I stopped and stilled, my eyes shooting open as I noticed the Green Eyed Tyrant leaning against the door with smirk curling around his lips.

What the fuck?

He stook a step inside and closed the door behind while my heart dropped at this.

I am so gone.....

To be continued.....------------