I can accept Moon Goddess' punishment, but I also ask her to forgive me for my cowardice, I don't know why I am scared in mate relationship, I should be a woman full of courage.

I had the courage to go to school alone so far from home, and to hide from my parents for three long years from the traditional activities of so many years. I have gone to war, singled out wolf pack warriors, I am not an ordinary woman.

But it's just that this is the only thing that I even prefer to do in a roundabout way, making things even more confusing when I can't speak...