I went to the office and thought about everything. I just couldn't forget my heart ache because she just got pregnant with James's baby. Didn't she say that she loves me. Fucking liar...... she's just a fucking lair... after everything I went home. I asked aunty Mary and she said Delilah came home in the evening. Every fucking time I remember her it was a heart ache. She is just pregnant with James's baby. I didn't want to give her to James. He will be so fucking happy because he loved her so much. I didn't want her to give birth to a baby for another man. What the fuck?

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