I couldn't sleep that night. How can I sleep if I am not safe in the place where I am? Even my father I can't trust.

My tears flowed silently in the dark room. I miss dad and mom. I miss the old days when even though our lives were in danger, I could trust them. My father is not like this, but he can kill me without thinking if he wants to.

I also thought about what happened to Diego and me. I closed my eyes tightly. I just gave in. I gave what I kept to a man who wasn't meant for me.

My life is very complicated....