I was stunned while Fiero was on my lap, asleep now. He is suicidal and I saw him before. Fiero is desperate now, and I don’t know what to do.

I feel guilty if I tell Fiero that I can’t do what he wants, and if I admit it to him, he has a tendency to commit suicide, just like what he’s been about to do lately.

I can’t handle Fiero’s decision. I can’t do anything right now if I don’t think about how it will all end. Because I want to be with Marshall too. I need a fresh breath of air. And Fiero started to become a man...