My hands were sweating and I suddenly got up as I lay on the bed. I'm having a bad dream. It's like I'm choking and I can't breathe.

I rub my forehead and catch my breath. I start breathing rapidly and lean against the head board of my bed. I dreamed of Sid again. I see him again, and I'm scared because everything seems real.

He is touching me and hugging me. It is very impossible. He is married, and I am not interested in becoming his mistress. I'm still in the right frame of mind. So I will not allow it.

I got out of bed and walked to...