My day at work was faster than the other days as my mind wasn’t there the entire time. I kept on thinking about what doctor Sam said and couldn’t help but wonder. What could have been the reason for my mother’s decisions? did she even have any? If she did, didn’t I want to know? I didn’t know. As I was also still to mad at the stunt she pulled. Yes, I understood maybe she really thought she was protecting me but I didn’t care about that. I didn’t need her protection.

I battled the thoughts the entire day until I finally knocked off and drove straight to my old...