pOV OF DIXEYRA

"stupid, let's go with Lori" Yuna said and wrapped her arm around mine

"What's the matter, you know I haven't been drinking, right? I'll wait for you at the apartment" I said because I'm going to study, I need to be able to finish because I don't have any family here, I'm the only child of my mother and father, I'm just a kid they died because of a fire. My aunt only teaches me so I do everything to finish

Because Yuna forced me to come, she was very happy and she even arranged for me

"Then don't drink too much, maybe we won't be able to go home" I said nervously and he nodded.

"It's perfect" he said when I left my room

"What the hell did you make me wear first, I only covered my nipples and groin oh" I whined and it's a good thing he made me wear the denim jacket and netted my legs

"That's more perfect, you're more beautiful to me, JUST NOW, tomorrow I won't allow you to be more beautiful to me" he said and I just made him suffer

"tsee" I said when I tasted the wine they mixed. Yuna immediately handed me a lemon and they laughed

" Gosh, you're really smart "

"Oh, don't always be like that, maybe the girl will get old"

"Use your beautiful day, don't always think about studying" they said then laughed

It didn't take long for me to get used to its taste so I started drinking more. Yuna invited me to dance so I agreed because I knew I was right so I just agreed

Some people approached us but I refused so I just left it here. When I turned around I saw someone looking at me so I raised my glass and he did the same

When I felt even more dizzy, I decided to approach him because my leg was hurting

After he greeted me, I asked if I could sit because my leg hurt

"HAHAHA sure" he said that's why I smiled at him

When my glass was empty, I put the glass down and took his beer and drank it

"Let's order another one" he said laughing so I nodded and joined him in getting the wine

"Ohhh" I said as he kissed my neck

"You're so hot xeyra" he said and patted my butt. I touched his private part and he was surprised

"He's awake," I said laughing

"Because of you" he said and grabbed me with a kiss and resisted him. This is not my first time because my ex boyfriend kissed me and taught me how to kiss. I let him kiss me but I didn't give my femininity when he asked, that's why he left me

He squeezed my chest and I moaned

"N-not here" I said breathlessly and he nodded. We left the bar and got into a taxi

"Your house?" I asked and I was surprised when he said yes, but I wasn't surprised because it was obvious that he was rich

"Spread your legs xeyra" he said and my drunkenness seemed to disappear and was replaced by nervousness which he immediately noticed

"Want to stop?" he asked me and I immediately stopped

"N-no, continue, I'm just nervous because, f-my first time" I said and he was surprised

"You really want to continue?" he assured me and I nodded

I swallowed when he lowered my shorts and panties

"A-ahhh" I bit my lip when he started to insert one of his fingers into my penis. It hurt at first but soon I begged to speed up, I could feel two of his fingers enter and the speed of his entry while licking the delicate part

"Ahhh ahhh a-it's delicious ohhhh, b-hurry up ughhhh" I moaned and felt like I was about to pass out

I swallowed one after another when I saw how big his pet was

"T-that's big" I said softly and he kissed me while slowly inserting it

I couldn't stop crying because of the pain. But when it disappeared I begged him to hurry up again and that's what he did. I thought that would be the end because he was taken out, but it wasn't because I let him take a bath and something happened to us again

When I woke up, I sat with my eyes closed because my head hurt. When I opened my eyes, my eyes suddenly widened and the poison was replaced by intense nervousness

" H-it's not pede, b-I might get pregnant n-nooo, nooo " I almost cried when I saw blood on the bed sheet and there was a man next to me. I immediately got up and ran outside, but it wasn't locked. All I did was cry

" Oh gosh xey, where are you from!! " Yuna asked crying but I just turned my head. I cried even more when I hugged him

"W-hat happened xey, b-why are you crying" he asked and made me look at him. I immediately hugged him and cried all the time

"S-I'm sorry, I-I didn't mean it, I-I was drunk, I-I didn't know right from wrong" I said and I felt him stop

"W-what do you mean" he said and made me sit on the sofa

"Is someone rude to you?" he asked

"Y-then something happened s-with the boy, y-then p-how about my studies? H-I'm not ready, what about my dream? What about my t-aunt who sent me to school? P-how if..." I didn't let him finish and he cried then hugged me

"S-shh, t-hold on, hold on" he said

"I-I'm not sure, n-that something happened" he said and wiped his tears

"And if there is, we won't abort her ok? We'll take care of her, mommy gives me too much, we can do it ok?" he said

"S-thank you" I hugged her and she hugged me

I woke up because my stomach felt like it was being dug, I immediately got up and left the room. I found Yuna cooking

"Goodmor....come on, take a moment to get me some water" he said when he saw that I was nauseous

"Thank you" I said and drank it, he helped me sit on the chair and fanned me

"Xey, m-look at the doctor, how many weeks will you be like this" he said and I immediately burst into tears.

"Shhh" he said. Im so lucky to have her, they are rich but she is not arrogant. He wants to live simply

Yuna bought a pregnancy test and attached it to me

" Urinate that xey, then we need to wait a minute/s for the result. 1 line means negative, and 2 line ahmm, yeah p-positive" he said and I accepted it with trepidation. I entered the bathroom and did what Yuna said. I didn't look at the pt I was holding, after I peed I immediately went out and gave it to Yuna. He smiled at me and we waited for a few more minutes. He bought two to be sure

"X-xey" he faced me with tears and I cried immediately because I guessed what he meant. He showed me the 2line

I just cried and was stunned when my cp rang

"S-si aunty" I said and she bit her lip

"H-hello aunty" I said

"Oh xeyra, are you crying? Why?"

"T-aunt, b-I'm pregnant" I said and began to cry again

"W-what" he whispered

"Auntie, we're drunk, we're the same," I said and I heard her crying.

" Juskopooo dixeyraaa " aunt shouted

"T-tita sorry pooo" I cried

" S-who is his father! " aunt shouted

"I-I don't know you," I lied

"I thought you were a sane person!! You're a fool, too, dixeyra! That's why I called to tell you that I can only send half because your grandmother got sick!! Then you! What did you do!!!" said aunty that's why I cried even more

"W-what happened to grandma" I asked

"She was attacked" aunt cried even more

" I-my budget can't afford to raise even that child!! " aunt said

"W-what are you planning to do there" aunt asked and I took a deep breath

Where is my dream? I can't yet. I took a deep breath

"I-I'm not going to abort this aunt" I said and she laughed a little

"And what do you know about raising a child?! How are you going to raise it?! I'm just saying, dixeyra, you won't receive money from me for that child because it's your fault! If you're not a flirt, you won't I hope......" I didn't let aunt finish what she was saying and I spoke while my tears fell

"W-don't say that it's because of my drunkenness because l-I'm just drunk," I said calmly because I don't want everyone to judge me

"What do you call that? You are a disgraced woman, you are just like your mother!!!" aunt shouted and I got even more annoyed.

"Don't bring my mother into the discussion here! I won't ask you to pay more for my son, so don't talk bad about me" I said.

"Why, you don't owe me anything!!, remember this dixeyna, from now on, you will never receive my money! You naughty child!! " aunt shouted and hung up. I have no more tears to shed because all the fear in my body was replaced by anger when he brought mom into the conversation