Mateo.

She expresses her affection for me. Did she have feelings for me? I have no idea she is so madly in love with me. Why can’t she tell me if she loves me? Is she too shy to tell me how she feels?

‘He is the most beautiful guy I have ever seen,’ she says. Ahh. This is the most wonderful day of my life. I’m trembling with joy. ‘He has the appearance of a deity.’

I get to my feet and look in the mirror. I turn around and examine my whole body, including my face. Is it true that I am attractive? Did she see me as...