#Chapter4

In a world where I find money not worthy of my needs,

I cried, cried and cried but my tears fell off freely,

Tirelessly I slept with faded dry tears on my cheeks,

Marriage has changed my past so forward,

But could one move forward with a forgotten past?,

This question triggers my curiosity all time,

Life gives you happiness and everything in it,

With all the thinking money is life,

One could think money has all solutions,

But In today 's world money is just a name,

And happiness could be money itself even without a naira,

Life gives you the unexpected at the least you expected,

Looking back at the past,

If one told me I'd be in a dilemma where money can't  solve a problem,

I'd never believed,

And today I'll reverse back to the past,

To pick up those fallen leaves I've all forgotten about,

One piece after another,

Maybe I'd find my sex!!!

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“In those days we were the number one party girls in town” Carly said

"We were called with different names but mostly "ROCKIN' ROLLICk” I replied

"Ooh and do you remember the" BRING YOUR OWN BOOTY DANCE PARTY"? It was by far most the best we enjoyed"

"We caught up Carly kissing with a guy she recently met” Aaria said

"Wow it was a hot make out session"

"Which I enjoyed mehn," Carly said as if rewinding the memory fresh

"And Maya was up in the room, almost all drunk up caught up with a "kisscondom" on her hands trying to do the impossible” I said

"Sex, you got the baddest mind on sex then, you wanted having sex with all the cute guys out their with no care in the world if he has HIP it is called yeah?” Aaria asked Maya

"You fool what's HIP? Its HIV” Carly corrected

"Wareva, that newly disease got almost everyone scared running for their life” Linda said in a tone full of hurt.

"Preventing each other from any kiss, romance or anything that will lead to sex

“I was carried away with the way sex was described to us at first, I instantly fell in love, I was desperate” Linda said

"Well I wasn't that desperate with the tone of hearing the last part about getting pregnant, you know kids..."

"Hudyan was the dumbest, sex was something she couldn't understand then, even after countless times of explaining, I gave up explaining to her” Aaria said

"Yeah we all did" Carly replied

“I know right, but I wasn't that dumb to give myself out to just any guy” I replied

"Ooh that wasn't nice” Linda replied

“I care less"

"We had such a wonderful experience, that made us laugh for a long time while clutching our hands on our stomachs, and some made our hearts  sadden with little droplet of tears falling down our cheeks, it was a small gathering and we had no idea of what they were gonna talk about, when we thought we knew it all...all this while they shared their crazy experience about sex and we enjoyed” Carly said in remembrance

"Ooh the talk sex girls night?"

"Yeah exactly"

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Talk sex girls night party

A gathering where we don't talk to anyone, as you come you sit, and we take rounds talking about our experience. Anything funny, crazy or sexy!

"Elizabeth(the leader/founder of the club party girls night)explained

One night we were getting hot and heavy and he began to orgasm. He bit into my toe - hard. I began screaming. He thought I was coming too, and didn't realize he was hurting me so he just kept going.

Finally my cries of "stop" mixed with the sudden taste of blood in his mouth made him come to his senses.

He had broken the skin and my big toe was now gushing blood all over the bed. Apologizing profusely, he cleaned up my foot and kept suggesting we go to the emergency room.

I refused. There was no way I was going to describe to a doctor that I just got bitten by my boyfriend...during sex...on my toe.

Some butterfly bandages finally did the trick and we laughed about it. But I never again let him suck my toes in flagrante. He was  bummed about that.” Jessi said making we all laugh hard"

Mine was so disgusting, my 17 year old Boyfriend had been begging me to give him a BJ and swallow. We were in the shower and I went down on him, he came, I swallowed, felt sick immediately, jumped out of the shower and vomited into the toilet (which was in the same room as the shower). What makes it worse is the force from my vomit made me fart as well. So I'm dripping wet, vomiting semen and farting, while my poor boyfriend is watching from the shower. There were no words. "Mara said" and we all went ewww

" my adolescence as well as my current life was poor in some enthralling and revelating experiences. May I call myself a very boring and stickler girl.

The main theme of my life is that I like guys I can't get while I have been friend zoned by them.

I've been approached by few guys who pretended to have some interest in me, but they were tedious as heck and we didn't really share my common ground. At least, I was bluntly straightforward and fulfilled my duty to be honest and clear about my intentions, so at that time I knew any guy who comes out of the blues must have a hidden agenda"

"Well as a girl I never knew what love was, I loved my parents yeah, but I couldn't different between love and dislike...I was never told and thought by my parents, the feelings were not explained to me, whenever I tried to understand them, I fail, I always feel some type of way, some strange feeling stroking me and making me feel uncomfortable, when ever a guy comes so close to me I feel good at the touch of their hands on my soft breast, I've never felt that way ever, it reached to a stage in my life that when they don't touch me, I feel angry and irritated, I got addicted to their touches...it doesn't matter a boy, grown up or married...I begged and followed guys for touches, my nipples and breast got bigger at a time and my mum would just keep looking at me intently, one night she stopped me and  smelled me attentively, I got the worst beating of my life, I thought I wasn't doing any thing wrong, no one explained a thing to me, and it became my fault just like that, I hated myself, I hated my life and lastly I wasn't given the chance to speak, to say my opinion and talk free all that I had in mind, my words were caged too, I got  depressed and at some instant I hated my mum” This is so touching, some said it's so said and the next person took on.