"I remember him asking if you were a strong swimmer... if you could have fought and somehow made it to shore. So calm and in a nothing way, like he was asking about the weather.... Like my whole world hadn't just come caving in on me to find that you were in the car, and they didn't know where you were.... It was at that moment everything fell away and became meaningless... Years of resentment, bullshit, and confusion and fucking up our relationship - in a blink, my heart was ripped out of my chest, and I couldn't breathe. I couldn't take in what they said to me as your...