"You ready?" Jyeon helps me from the passenger seat onto the gravel driveway, and I blow out my air. It was not that long a trip by boat and then car to get here, but the island feels so far away. So not ready for this, even though I told myself a million times on the way here I was. My palms are clammy, and my heart rate is abnormally fast. My nerves are jangled, and my insides are all knotted up and clenched inside of me, adding to the tension of my stiff body. I'm a mess.

"It's the first time I've been here since...." I trail off, peering...