I'm going for test results.

I’ve been going to go after them for a day now and I just can’t bring myself to tear my ass off the couch. So you don’t want to go anywhere, but you want to sit at home and sit under the covers, just stick your nose out so as not to suffocate. I don't want to see anyone, I don't want to talk to anyone. I just surf the Internet and swallow pills according to the schedule. They do not need me, but the baby. It has all the vitamins and minerals it needs. And he’s small, it’s not his fault that I’m so...