"let’s just go Home now... , you were drinking too many soju, what are you really doing right now? Soju is not good for your health!” Jong Kook nagging on Ji Hyo while trying to help the girl to stand.
“yah Jong Kook ahjussi, how dare you to touch me!” instead Ji Hyo is glaring at him coldly.
Jong Kook doesn’t mind all of her drunk behaviour. He continue what he does to help the girl. He wants to take Ji Hyo go home as fast as he can. Ji Hyo try to push Jong Kook away but her strength can’t be compared with him. She finally gives up and let Jong Kook dragging her into his car.
Jong Kook put Ji Hyo to sit at the passenger seat and fasten a safety belt around her body. After that he runs toward the driver seat to drive the car. Ji Hyo has fallen asleep when Jong Kook enter his car. The man just smile to see her sleeping face. He removes her hair that cover her face.
“what a beautiful mess” Jong Kook is astonished by the beauty of the sleeping Ji Hyo.
He was so happy for finding her and feeling her existence around him make Jong Kook even happier. Jong Kook drive his car silently, didn't want to disturb the sleeping beauty beside him. Sometime he would take a peek and staring at her.
“Dong Wook.. Lee Dong Wook....” the sleeping Ji Hyo is murmuring her first love's name.
Jong Kook freeze right away After hearing her voice calling out Dong Wook's name in her sleeping.
“I am broken Dong Wook ah.... I’m in so much pain... ” Ji Hyo is sleep talking again. It seem that the girl is dreaming about her first love.
She switch up her position in a more comfortable one, snuggling her body to continue her sleep. Jong Kook is silenced by her sleep talking. He can feel that his heart become as cold as the weather outside after he heard what Ji Hyo said. He can sense a sadness from Ji Hyo's voice. Her sadness pain his heart more than he ever thoughts.
The thing that make his heart crumbled even more is the fact that he find out about Ji Hyo. Even when she feel sad and Broken heart, she still love Dong Wook for 4 years. The name of Kim Jong Kook is never exist into her heart. He is just a stranger Man for her. He mean nothing at all.
Once they arrived at their appartement Jong Kook park his car. He exit from his car and walk toward Ji Hyo direction. He opes the door gently so it will not disturb her sleep, he untie her safety belt then carry her body at his back. He still can smell Ji Hyo scent even the smell of soju dominated her body. Jong Kook's heart beating so hard. The man can feel that his face turn to red. He is very nervous of the fact that Ji Hyo is being very close to him.
Ji Hyo can feel a warmness around her body. The girl smell a comfortable scent that make her feel safe in her sleep. She hug Jong Kook tighter to secure her self. She never be so comfortable and save like this before. And it make her fall in deeper sleep. Jong Kook feel the girl tighten her hug. He feel breathless and freeze in his position. His heart want to explode from his chest.
The professor tries to control his heartbeat and calm his self. He can finally carry Ji Hyo into their apartemen building. Once Jong Kook reach their apartement door, he is confused because he doesn't know the password of Ji Hyo apartement. So without any other choice left he decide to bring Ji Hyo into his apartment. He walks toward his room and put Ji Hyo softly at his bed. He is just about to leave But Ji Hyo grab his and all of sudden and fluttering her eyes open.
“don’t leave” Ji Hyo beg him softly.
“Ji Hyo-ah... I’m not him” Jong Kook knew that Ji Hyo is still sleep talking. He Know that she doesn't mean to say that Word to him. He staring at her with a full of agony. Ji Hyo pulls his hand and makes Jong Kook sit beside her who is laying on the bed.
“Jong Kook oppa....” Ji Hyo caressing his face. Jong Kook is stunned, he is wonder is she really call his name just now? The softness of Ji Hyo's touch make him feel comfortable. Jong Kook caress Ji Hyo hand which touch his face.
“you’re really cute” Ji Hyo tell him sweetly then remove her hand from Jong Kook face. She hold Jong Kook right arm with her two hand like a pillow. Soon she fall asleep again. Jong Kook is left alone to deal with his rapid heartbeat and a Hot Red face.
After he making sure that Ji Hyo has fallen asleep, Jong Kook remove his hand gently from her hug, steping out of his room. He calls a female helper to change Ji Hyo's cloth. Ji Hyo apartement is locked so he has no another choice except make Ji Hyo use his cloth. He thinks it is a better choice rather than leaving her wearing a wet outfit and get a fever. Once the female helper arrived, Jong Kook give her instruction to change Ji Hyo cloth with his. He then leave his apartement to fetch Ji Hyo’s car that they left at the street. He search the car key from Ji Hyo's bag then take a bus to go to the place where Ji Hyo’s car is parked.
Jong Kook actually can call someone to fetch her car, and it can wait until tomorrow. But somehow he can’t hold his feeling toward her anymore. He feels that he is going crazy around her. He can’t endure his rapid heart beat and butterfly effect in his stomach everytime he saw her. He doesn’t know what to do around her so he decide to stay away for a while. After he reachs Ji Hyo’s car location, Jong Kook walk toward her car and enter it. He tries to calm his self by listening to a music, he turn on Ji Hyo’s car DVD player and a soft song filled the car with a gentle audio. It plays a song by the title “Knowing Her” which sang by one of Turbo ex-member.
I can’t finish the story about her in one day
She’s more beautiful than anybody else
I feel great in a breeze
Her dress must be flowing in the breeze today
The melody in the song slowly playing in Jong Kook mind. He lays his head at passenger seat and close his eyes to enjoying the song.
She pretends not to hear when I praise her
But I can see her lovely smile
She’s so beautiful I don’t see anybody else
I want to take a picture of her if I’m allowed to do so
Jong Kook simply smile when he remember Ji Hyo and how beautiful is she like. The song really describes her a lot. Jong Kook open his eyes and undeliberatly find some pieces of photos at the back passenger. He takes that pictures and see a familiar face of guy at each photos he see. Those are the pictures of Lee Dong Wook.
I know her more than anybody else
I know her even if she says nothing
For whom her heart is broken for whom she is waiting
It’s not me, I know that and I feel so sad
Somehow, the song that is keep playing feel like a song that created by Jong Kook's heart. Yes, he is really aware about her feeling, he know why is she so broken and who is the one that she waiting for along time. The one that she wanting is not him but the person who is in the picture that he bring.
My heart is torn apart, and my heart is broken into pieces because of her
So many thing I wish I could tell her but I can say nothing
I can do nothing but shed tears
She doesn’t know me, she doesn’t know I’m shedding tears
She doesn’t know me, she’ll never know me until death
She’s looking at him, she’s waiting for him
She’ll never see my love
My heart is broken but I know the truth
I have to give up on my love again today
Yes, she doesn’t know him, she never looking at his direction even for once. She always looking at another person. She doesn’t know his feeling, she doesn’t know that he love her. And Jong Kook just realizing the reason why his heart beat is increasing. He is in pain because he is a foolish person who fall in love with her. Jong Kook touch his chest gently. He feel his heart is beating hardly.
“I am in love with her and get broken in piece at the same time” Jong Kook smirks and closing his eyes. He tries to ease his pain, but he knew that he can’t stop loving her right now. He was traped by his own feeling.
“am I just being someone like you now? I fall in love with you and getting hurted because I know it is just a oneside love story? You really turn me to be like you Song Ji Hyo ssi, and I don’t mind it because I love you” Jong Kook murmuring to his Self with a weak low voice.