"You just do it. You force

yourself to get up. You force

yourself to put one foot

Before the other, and God

damn it, you refuse to let it

get to you. You fight. You cry.

You curse. Then you go

about your business of living.

That's how I've done it.

There's no other way."

- Elizabeth Taylor

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After the death joke I was adamant on changing myself; I became the girl I never ever thought would be in my life. The meek girl once my family knew turned into a rebellious girl; a bolshie and everyone was surprised to see a big change in me.

With new obstinacy...