I feel ecstatic as the warm water falls all over my body and hair. I massage my face and my neck. A smile plays across my face as I remember my rendezvous with Lucas. I did not expect him to admit so soon, especially with Rose and everyone else so close. He must've gotten riled up with the thought of Rocket and I being passionate as a man and woman. Oh, my love. How do I tell you that the one thing you hate the most really happened? I felt extremely guilty about it, even though there was really nothing to be guilty about. Rocket was my husband. I did...