Chapter 58

CAELUM

It took a pain in my chest to make me

realize that it was her all along; of all the years I have dreamt and saw her

face – waking up in the middle of the night, sweaty and confused, pulling my

hair out as I tried to make sense of the visions about her; shedding tears for

the only woman I felt connected to, though, not knowing how we come to be

linked together. I have spent years trying to track down whom that face belongs

to and drowning myself in misery for being a petty excuse for a god who

succumbs to pleasuring myself to...