Cassie

I woke up and the memory of what happened last night flashed before my eyes. I instantly slapped myself just for the sake of it.

Stupid. Baka. Pabo. Bobo. Calling myself stupid in every language I know wouldn’t cut the embarrassment I’m feeling right now.

I buried my face in my pillow and screamed. I just subjected myself to complete and utter humiliation. I swear I won't be able to show my face in the studio after this. At least not to Matthew.

Damn it! I hate being sick. I act like a drunk whenever I am. I get upset for reasons that never bothered me on normal days...