When I woke up, I found myself back in a hospital bed.

Instinctively, I reached for my belly, but I couldn't feel any movement. My heart sank.

The nurse noticed I was awake and looked at me with pity.

"It was a fully formed male fetus. I'm so sorry, but you'll have another chance."

I nodded, tears flowing uncontrollably.

Maybe I wasn't meant to be a mother. Two beautiful children had now left me, one after the other.

Jackson entered the room, filled with regret. He knelt before me, his face drenched in tears.

I turned away, refusing to look at him.

"You killed both of your children with your...