I came to the college early today. Wearing the clothes that the rector had suggested the day before yesterday. The Chancellor and our senior starting the environment introduction event soon. Britney and Nina had prepared by sitting in the gazebo on the sidelines of the ceremony.

All of a sudden, I felt like peeing because I was nervous. I didn’t take my medicine, so that I didn’t depend on medicine. But in fact, I can’t suppress the panic when I meet countless people. I sent Britney and Nina to the field first if I hadn’t come back.

With a small run, I went to the toilet. But when I wanted...