I know that even if both of us pretend to be leaving happily things can never go back to the way they used to be. I messed up big time and I should pick up my sins. The only thing that is keeping both of us together right now is our child.

I chose not to leave the house all through the day because I have somewhere important to be tonight even though I have told Ella several times that I cannot meet up with her she still insists and even threatened to send some of our videos together to Kayla, in order to protect our relationship and have to...