I lay there thinking what he meant by me and Jessica as different ideas ran through my mind imagining a threesome ,I also thought if he was blackmailing Jessica too maybe that’s why her falling into my hand had been easy .

Anytime I try closing my eyes it’s the image of Jessica spreading her legs wide as she thrust in ,so I got up and took a shower. I decided a nap was not the best idea right now . I took my book journaling, I had a secret book locked up somewhere nobody would even suspect and it’s locked if I didn’t write about this experience ,maybe one...