Natty POV

I sat in my room...it was empty for now and I'm damn happy about that there was nobody in to throw questions at me.

I hugged my knees tightly and cried like a kid.

I really feel useless.

I really told no one except the first young master and how he found out I don't know.

The door went open as Stella walked in with other maids why now??

"Look at you.. more than what I'd describe you as" she said

"Stella just get away I'm not ready for your nonsense now" I said as I stood up

"oh really...?" she laughed

"You're a shame yunno..you've rendered yourself...