~Alex's POV~

I could not stop thinking of how upset and angry she must be, the stress and the pain I put her through, the disgrace and humiliation and it's all because of Skyler.

Actually, it's not because of her, if I didn't get into a relationship with her in the first place, I wouldn't be in this mess, if I didn't get drunk that day , I wouldn't be in this deep shit, if I only I had controlled myself and not raped her to death, my kitten wouldn't be in this mess with me.

She doesn't deserve this, will she ever forgive me?.

Different thoughts ran through, my...