The moment I got upstairs after having that horrible conversation with my dad I picked up my phone immediately and stormed out of the house because I honestly need to think about a lot right now and this house is not helping things for me it is making things even worse at this point. I should be able to fix my life whenever I’m having serious challenges but what frustrates me the most is that I don’t even know how to fix things for myself. I feel like I still need validation from my mom, who is also close to me and it is very upsetting.

I promised myself that...