It was already evening and I still haven't spoken to my mom and I promised myself earlier that I'm going to speak to her and both of us would be able to talk extensively without a fight this time but unfortunately I couldn't bring myself to say anything to her because I'm still very upset her, a lot happened before I was born and even when I was born and I wasn't aware of. I kind of hated myself for being like this to my mom because she literally just told me her whole story and how she had to struggle when she was young and everything she did was...