I was trying my best to close the chapter completely between Jace and I, and I also promised myself that I'm never going to revisit that conversation again because at this point I am only going to focus on myself and nothing else matters.

I don't even care anymore if Shayla is interested in him at this point because I am done trying to prove a point to him every time I try. I always end up getting hurt and now I'm no longer interested in trying so hard to build someone that isn't ready to try hard to be with me.

Today I woke up in a good spirit...