When I go back to the room I fell on the bed hardly because everything is beginning to piss me off so bad I just want to go somewhere far away once again I stay feeling like I need to go really really far away to forget about everything that has happened and everything that has been happening in this past few days and months it's been a very depressing and hearing at the same time because I just want to forget about everything I want to forget that things like that happen I want to forget that I found out who my biological father is because everything started the...