I felt very sick after hearing everything that he was trying to tell me, I know that I was trying not to let it show too much but my heart was breaking too bad that I was struggling to breathe at a point, I just wanted to leave here, I wanted to go far from everyone and try to recover from this heartbreak because for a moment there I thought he was about to propose to me and apologize for making it very difficult before he realized what features for me.

Maybe I was just being delusional but I know that for a moment I prayed that my deletions would...