It has been a whole day since he returned and he hasn’t even bothered to come see me or apologize to him for the way he treated me after spending a whole five days with him. It started to feel like he actually meant everything that he said to me the day I left that house. I honestly don’t know why I was expecting some kind of apologies from him when he is making it so clear that everything he did was intentional.

“I’m so stupid.” I have said this to myself a million times already but I still feel like I need to remind myself thinking about how stupid...