Prologue
"I-I'm pregnant with your child..." I cried to him.
After I said that, I waited for his reaction to my news.
I hope he will be happy, because I feel that he wants to have his own child. I waited for him to cry for joy and shout for joy.
But a few minutes ago I saw no reaction to him. I didn’t see everything I expected. So I started to get nervous.
"B-baby, I said I'm p-pregnant.you'll become a daddy soon. " I said in a trembling voice, My tears also started to fall.
He look at me remained emotionless and coldly.
"Aren't you happy that we're finally having a baby? we waited for thi— "I didn't finish what I was going to say when he spoke suddenly he broke my heart.
"That baby isn't mine, so why bother be happy?" with his cold and emotionless voice he said that to me.
"W-what are you talking about, baby? This is yours! this is our child! We made it both! " I sobbed in response to him. It hurts! What's wrong with him?
"That baby isn't mine, stop bullsh*tting me, Sariel!" he shouted. His shout was so loud that I was a little distracted.
"I am not talking bullsh*t to you! I told you, I am carrying your child! what the h*ck is wrong with you?! " I continued crying as I told him. The pain of my heart, it was like it was being crushed because of what he was saying. How could he say all of that to me?! How could he deny our child? This is his blood too!
"Could you, Sariel? let's not fool around here, the baby in your womb is not mine! How can that be me, I'm not just your man, huh? Now tell me, who's the father of the child? Your ex-boyfriend or my Bestfriend? Huh?!" he shouted at me. The pain was triple in my heart.
"S-so, you mean? That I have another man? That I flirted so I got pregnant by another man, huh? Is that it? Is that what you're thinking?!" I also shouted back at him while my tears were flowing profusely on my cheeks, I was just sobbing with sobs.
"Why? Am I wrong? Isn't it true? How can you be sure that baby is mine, if you've had sex with another man besides me? How? You're flirtatious so how can I prove that I'm her— "
He hadn't finished what he was going to say when I gave him a couple slaps. It was so hard that my palms even spread to his cheeks.
I'm already weak from the pain, I'm going to have to answer him.
"The thickness... the thickness of your face to tell me I'm flirting? That I had sex with another man? The thickness of your face to tell me that, even if the truth is you're the only one! You're the only man that got me repetitive! " lamenting that I said that to him. My heart is already hurting, I'm tired of crying but I don't want to let go of my tears as I keep falling
"B-babe, what's wrong? Who's your enemy there?"
My gaze shifted to the source of that woman's familiar voice. and I'm right in my suspicion that he is...
So ... she's back. That's why, that's why he don't care about me because he's girl already here.
Even as I was fainting I forced myself to stand up.
'I'm just leaving. If he doesn't want to accept me, go ahead. I have nothing against the woman who has returned to him. I really lost. '
In my mind I said that. Then I walked out of his unit.
But before I finally left, I looked at him once more and then said the words ...
"Remember..someday, you will regret because you denied our baby, one day you will beg me to accept you! but when that day comes..you will not benefit from me! "
After I said that, I finally left his unit.
I was dizzy from being so tired from crying. my eyes were already darkening until I was not aware of what happened next because the darkness had completely consumed me....
CHAPTER 1
Sariela Arguaza
"Ahh ..." I muttered when I felt Alexander's kiss fall on me. From my lips, to my neck and down to my bare chest.
The cold makes me sweat. this is the first time that I'll do this kind of stuff, and it's kinda uncomfortable.
He kissed me on the lips again. The surroundings were very quiet and only the sound of our kisses could be heard throughout the room.
"Uhm ..." I muttered.
"Uhh .." Alexander muttered as he continued to kiss me anyway. His hands are everywhere. Squat on my back, waist up to my chest and down again to squeeze slightly into my convex seat .
"You really have the perfect body, huh." Alexander said.
I did not answer him. Instead I just stared into his eyes full of lust. I smirked and kissed him again. This time, my hands also moved and landed everywhere.
during the time we kissed I did not realize that he had removed the only covering that covered my upper body. After he took it off from me he just threw it somewhere and then he took off his top clothes. then his medium -sized body was exposed to me.
I couldn't stare at his laughter when he reached out to kiss me again. Then again his kisses were inquisitive and seemed very thirsty.
"And cut!" down that his kisses on my healthy chest suddenly someone spoke and applauded, something I am grateful for.
The whole team of the movie we are shooting today continues to applaud. HOT MOMENTS. that’s the title of the show we’re taping now to be aired nation wide.
Various compliments were showered on us by our team.
Alexander agreed and just smiled.
while I immediately wrapped a blanket and got up to go straight to the bathroom, to clean my body and change my clothes.
I got up to go to the bathroom when suddenly Alexander spoke, from my side. "Where are you going?"
"Bathroom." I simply answered him and then passed him, I don't want to talk to him. I honestly didn't want to accept this project because the show was too daring.
This is the first time I have received a project whose content is too mature. many offer me this project, but I never accepted it. Because I have a boyfriend.
But this time, I accepted the offer. Even if I don't want to, I have to accept because the offer paid me a lot. And most of all I need money.
When I entered the bathroom, I went under the shower. I took a bath. I rubbed my body thoroughly, especially the parts that Alexander kissed. I’m sticky and I feel like I’m already filthy.
After I took a bath I took off my clothes to get dressed, when suddenly I glanced in the mirror. I could clearly see my whole body without a cover.
I approached the mirror and stared at myself even harder. I looked all over my body. When my gaze landed on my chest I saw the mark of our hot moment on taping.
I just gasped and asked myself. Am I really the one in my reflection in the mirror? Since when? When else have I been like this? This is not me.
If then my investment was just nice to have money, now it isn’t. as well as my body I have made well investment of money.
Where did I promise myself then that I would never use my body to make money? Where is my position? Nothing. Disappeared like a bubble blown away by the wind.
I'm crying. That is the truth. earlier while Alexander was kissing me I really wanted to struggle and slap him. I really wanted to cry, but I couldn't do anything because it was my decision and I had to stand up for it.
i feel so low and i'm so dirty woman, i feel like i'm no different from women working at the bar to make money. That’s all I feel at this time, and the pain it was. I can’t accept myself.
I just stopped thinking of things with a knock on the door. "Ariel, aren't you done yet? Let's have a meeting," The director said.
I did not realize that my tears were flowing. I immediately wiped my cheeks and then dressed completely, then went out of the bathroom.
They were all sitting and I was the only one waiting when I caught up with them in the living area of the condo we were shooting at.
I immediately looked for a vacant seat, the first thing I looked at was the seat of Jared, my long time boyfriend. There was a vacancy next to him, but even before I could sit there, my manager was already there.
even though I wanted to appeal that I was in that position, I couldn't because direct had already spoken. "Sariela, sit beside Alexander."
With a sigh I walked over to Alexander's side. Even against my will, I couldn't do anything because this was the only vacant seat.
"Good job, Sariela and Alexander. I love your act. It looks so real." Direct's initial compliment to us. All of us immediately applauded, except for me and Jared, who now had his mouth tightened and his eyes sharpened.
I stared at him. he was not looking at me and his eyes were only focused on the chin. I knew he was angry.
I was shocked when suddenly Alexander hugged me and kissed me on the cheek in front of the production team. And above all in front of Alexander.
glaring eyes I stared at him and pushed him with all my might, causing him to fall off the chair. "What the hell are you doing?!" I shouted.
Laughing he went back to sitting and faced me. "What? What's wrong with that? Come on, Sariela.we have done worse than that and we will do worse. Okay. "
The nerve of this guy! "Can't you see? My boyfriend is infront of us! Respect for us and my boyfriend Alexander!" I shouted angrily at him.
how could he tell that to me infront of my boyfriend?! Yes I know. We’ve done worse before on taping, but even if we’ve done something else he should still learn to respect! Acting and actual happening are different!
I would have slapped him when direct pulled us away. "Enough, you too!"
Our meeting continued. Direct said a lot more about the Movie, but what caught my attention was what direct said.
"Sariela, next shootings might be your partner differently." Surprised, I looked at him directly. How else? I thought...
"What?!!" Alexander's buck immediately. We looked at him. "I-I mean ... did I think I was the leading man?" He immediately said.
What I should have asked direct he had already asked so I just listened to direct.
“Actually, no in our first meeting, Sariela's supposedly leading man was different, but unfortunately that time Aius Frosco isn't available, because maybe you knew the news then that he was going to marry his long time fiancé. So we took you Alexander for a replacement. "
"So this time, he's available? So I'll be put aside again? Is that it?!" I could feel his anger with every utterance of the word. I just don't know who he's mad at, direct or Aius?
"It's not like that, Alexander it's just— "even before direct finished what he was going to say, Alexander immediately stood up.
"Alright. Whatever you say, just call me for our next shooting." and he left immediately.
What a jerk!
That is also where our meeting ended and we were all allowed to go home.
To be continued...........